life oh surely makes me feel so 'aha!' and something like that. too much precious things i've been passed. a damn good but hurt thingy i've done. seems so hard, but hell yeah i still alive.

i live because i have chance for living. i live not because i want to live, but it's because He wants me to live. sometimes i feel so down, but it very unpredictable way, He shows His cares. and in time i get the happiness, He always makes me learn how to say 'Thanks God'.

Oh Almighty God, you're so presticious. Cups!