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In between the heartaches
You hold me here in your arms
And you say you love me
In between the heartaches
The way you kiss i can tell
You're thinking of me
I know you love me

And i that makes up
For all the heartaches
And the sadness
And the tears

Everyone keeps asking me
Why i stay with you
The way you hurt me
They can say how many times
Im alone and blue
When you desert me

You come and go
Without a letter
And they all say
That i should get up and go
They dont know
They dont know what

In between the heartaches
You hold me with your arms
And you say you love me
In between the heartcaches
The way you kiss i can tell
That you're thinking of me
I know you love me

And i that makes up
For all the heartaches
And the sadness
And the tears

They dont ever see us
In between the heartaches

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life oh surely makes me feel so 'aha!' and something like that. too much precious things i've been passed. a damn good but hurt thingy i've done. seems so hard, but hell yeah i still alive.

i live because i have chance for living. i live not because i want to live, but it's because He wants me to live. sometimes i feel so down, but it very unpredictable way, He shows His cares. and in time i get the happiness, He always makes me learn how to say 'Thanks God'.

Oh Almighty God, you're so presticious. Cups!

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gonna fix these tomorrow..

hari ini.. hha banget!
seharian muntaber gara-gara akuntansi.. (lebee!)

padahal bukan gue yang ujian, tapi gue ikutan mabok, gara2 nemenin jodi belajar di kampus.
hhe, aneh. gue merasa aneh sama hari ini. rethought kenapa mau-maunya gue seharian mabok akuntansi, hha.
yaudalah yaa..
hasilnya? jodi bilang uts nya gagal. huff, gue berasa kecewa sama diri sendiri. ternyata gue belum segitu mumpuni nya untuk berbagi ilmu sama orang. hhe, gatau si kesalahan ada di tangan gue atau jodi.. tapi, ya begitulah..

gonna fix these tomorrow. yang artinya, besok brarti gue harus LEBIH BAIK dari hari ini.
hhe. semangat ya, vel! hidup itu kaya lautan. lo harus cari cara biar bisa survive, walaupun lo berada di titik terdalam. kalo ga gitu, lo akan hanyut, dan kehilangan jejak. --> sok berfilosofi..

nite, world!

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